Eh lately I can’t really describe my thoughts without sounding whiny, unappreciative, and ultimately unresolved.  But I just realized how deep I swallowed my pride, and how it still affects my actions.  How scared I am. It’s in the past now, but those residual memories that still stick by…taunting and mocking me, and solidifying my qualms of obtaining more happiness.

meh, I guess pretty much all Maroon 5 songs encompass what I went through.  Helps me feel like I’m not alone in these kind of experiences.

Maroon 5 - Don’t Know Nothing Bout That

Maroon 5 - Just a Feeling