So this last video is pretty relevant to how I am kind of feeling at the moment. I don’t want to give up, but I feel conflicted.  The fear of injuries is really getting to me sometimes—it makes me feel like its not worth it.  I’ve been more keen on hearing about people’s injuries (reoccurring or ones to fix) and it just amazes me how they look completely fine to me.  I guess I’m under the impression that if you are injured, it has to be visible.  It makes me wonder if I have any more abnormalities that need to be fixed, cause I easily could have adapted over it.  I feel vulnerable in that sense, and yet my mentality of things is just to keep pushing through it.  What you put in is what you will get out.  Trust in the repetitive basics. 

My goal as of now is just to get stronger—build upon the fundamentals.  Reduce possibilities of injuries and excel when the time comes.